I Could Be Your Hero(in)

If there's any irony to my situation, it's that I've become insatiable in my desires. Let me explain: in the past, I've set goals and reached many-a-milestone…yet, to achieve so monumental a change in so short a span…it took only 2 weeks from decision to action before I was moved out…it's become my Heroin. Now that I know the rush, I don't want to lose the feeling.

Out on the hunt once more, looking to score….

I know that if I blink, the world will not disintegrate in those brief flutters of uncertainty. This is no hallucination. I am here because of a vision. Under the influence of clairvoyance, my reservations and apprehensions have evaporated…Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

I went for it--looked, leaped--and I feel like a Superhero. Only, I know I can't fly. I know my limitations--and I know I'm (mostly) limitless.

If there's any irony to my situation, it's that I've known for a long time it would come to this…And, wouldn't you know, I was made for it.

©2009 RA

Who's Whose Who?!

So, here I am: living the reality that was once a dream. It isn't yet what it will be. The good parts are just around the corner. And so, too, are the bad. To put it simpler still: I am living a five-part mini-series, and this is the Pilot Episode. The plot is naught but raw, unrefined ingredients. Characters are method; it is uncertain, however, who's a regular and who's making a guest appearance. Tune in next week for more daring-do...!

Here I am: living out on my own, with my dog, and a roommate. This is good, but so much more is in store…and is just around the corner. Good, Bad, Fugly, it's all in there.

I have no choice but to stay tuned and live this life I've given my self.

Cut.

©2009 RA