If there's any irony to my situation, it's that I've become insatiable in my desires. Let me explain: in the past, I've set goals and reached many-a-milestone…yet, to achieve so monumental a change in so short a span…it took only 2 weeks from decision to action before I was moved out…it's become my Heroin. Now that I know the rush, I don't want to lose the feeling.
Out on the hunt once more, looking to score….
I know that if I blink, the world will not disintegrate in those brief flutters of uncertainty. This is no hallucination. I am here because of a vision. Under the influence of clairvoyance, my reservations and apprehensions have evaporated…Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
I went for it--looked, leaped--and I feel like a Superhero. Only, I know I can't fly. I know my limitations--and I know I'm (mostly) limitless.
If there's any irony to my situation, it's that I've known for a long time it would come to this…And, wouldn't you know, I was made for it.
©2009 RA
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